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Thursday, September 22, 2005

how ii wish ii could close muah eyes and pretend am blind.
so that ii do not have to see that ugly reality.
AND of cos your face with your actions.


how ii wish ii could shut muah ears and pretend am deaf.
so that ii can avoid those irritatin' sound and hurtin' words.
AND of cos your voice.


how ii wish ii do not need to speak and pretend am mute.
so that ii would not pour all ee unhappiness out, resultin' a quarrel.


how ii wish muah brows are stiff and pretend ii have no emotions.
so that when am sad, angry, irritated or happy, no one knows.


how ii wish muah nose is alwayys blocked and pretend ii' ve lost ee sense of smell.
so that ii would not know your existence.

how ii wish muah skin cells aint functionin' and pretend ii've lost ee sense of touch.
so that when you are near, muah goose pimples will not appear.
AND of cos i would never know which direction you are at?


how ii wish muah legs could alwayys numb and pretend am unabled.
so that ii would not walked to uu; unnoticed.